Boo. I can tell you right now, I STILL don’t have it all. I am too much of a slacker. So what Now? I have been working to get back to having it all, or at least most of it J.
I just want to start out by saying, I hate all the other bitches in the internet! With their perfect lives. Stay at Home Bullshit. Big Ass Houses. Fuck them, and if that is you, Fuck you too! (Ok, maybe a few sour grapes there. This is directed at those who throw their perfect lives in the rest of our faces.). That’s right I said Fuck. Guess what. I like to say Fuck, and I say it often. Around my kids it is “Frick,” But I know what I mean. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Hey Internet, Guess what! My life isn't perfect. My marriage isn't perfect. I’m overweight, I have ADD, I waste money. I live in a house WAY too small for my family of 7 (3 bedrooms, 1 bathroom, 1 Living Room and an Eat in Kitchen). Yeah, I double dare you to move your family into my house. In addition, I don’t even own it. My dad does. I have 5, count them 5, Un-planned Children. Yes, I know how to prevent that, guess what I didn't. I have to work, in an office, everyday for 8 hours. I don’t get paid to blog, my husband doesn't have some kick ass job, where I can stay home, and twiddle around all day. He actually works part time; Nights and weekends, AT BOB EVANS. He is home all day, taking care of our little ones. He keeps them alive, but he does not spend a large amount of his day cleaning, or spending quality time with them. I honestly don’t know what he DOES do, but I know he doesn't do that. (My guess is a lot of TV and PlayStation. I hate his FUCKING PLAYSTATION!!) But I love him. I actually do. I like being around him, I like watching Ridiculoussness with him, and cracking up.
Am I bitter? No. I sound bitter, but I’m not. I am very happy with my imperfect life. I am just so sick of everyone else online throwing their “perfect Lives” in my make-up free face. SUCK IT! I have a difficult time believing that anyone has a perfect life, and I assume they are all lying. Well I have decided to include it all in this blog about having it all. The good, The bad, and The Ugly (and messy, and stupid and weird). I am a person. I am not perfect. I don’t pretend to be in real life, I’m not going to pretend to be here. I will only leave out things that could jeopardize my job (like my boss is crazy, etc.)
With this new intro I am going to start posting again. I have been working hard to get my closets, and drawers organized and clean. I wish I had taken before pictures. I didn't. I may take some after pictures, but I haven’t yet. We are planning to finish our basement soon, to make our house a little more livable. Well my dad is paying for it. Yeah, I’m 34 and my daddy is going to pay to finish my basement. Only good thing about being an only child is all the perks. Thanks Dad!!
Well my basement is a DISASTER!!! Like seriously! It is full of crap, and all kinds of nonsense. I will take some before and after pictures of it. You will be scared for our safety when you see the condition it is in now.
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